a mother trying to find her kids

takeing some thing old and makeing it in to some thing new

2011-05-07T08:11:00.000-07:00

just the other day me and my 4 year old made a garden out of a old sandbox that i found in the garbage on the st. last year and well since i love grarding and things and missed not haveing a garden i looked at that old sandbox that i had found and made my mind up as to what to do with it for this year and well the garden won out insted of it staying a sand box we got strwberrys and any thing that would just grow . and we got some old nickacs to dress up the old sandbox and well now it looks realy nice now all we have to do is wait for the stuff to grow. and well just some thing that one can do with them old un wanted stuff it just dose not have to be a sand box it can be abt any thing .

we just got are 3 mini american girl doll

2010-10-02T19:33:00.000-07:00

well we just got are 3rd minni american girl doll.now as you know american girl dolls are one of the best dolls a round i find that with each one that we get well we just cant wait to get are next one so far the3 you see here are well the ones we have and well as some of you may know that well all 2 here are well 3 of them that are no longer going to be made now i do know you can no longer get the biger ones like this but as for the little one? but in any case i have to say i'm happy with the ones we do have i started geting the minni dolls 3 yaers ago as to why well its just some thing i had always wanted to get for my older girls but well never did get since well the bigger ones cost a lot of money and well i did not even know that thay made the minni dolls untell 2005 by that time well my older children where no longer with me so at that time it made know since to well get them since i had no one to get them for any more but when my 3 year old came a long and wellthats when i once more had a reason to start geting dolls again and i yet have not let her play with the minni dolls but then on the other hand i do let her play with the biger kriston doll that well her older sister jess (who's now in ny) gave to here befor she movied and well how jess came upwith the doll well some years a go when she was liveing in a fousterhome that is what thay had goting her for x-mass any how when my 3 year old was giveing the doll she went nuts over it ever since then well she play's with it most every day i asked her if she recalled who had gave her that doll since its almost been a year since her sister moved to ny and she told me and i also asked her if she did know where her sister went to she told me:"sissy went to new york" i then asked her if she did know the doll's name and she told me the dolls name as well and well at 3 years old one wood not think well she couldrecall things like that but she did so well that was pretty cool

whats just on my mind to day right now ?

2010-09-29T10:09:00.000-07:00

well just in like 2 days it will be my oldest girl jessicas b-day and well i have not heard from her since she went off to live in courtlin,ny and well at time i do wonder if shes doing ok since shes my oldest but well she's no longer a kid and is now all grown up and married but well as a mom i do wounder well how shes doing and things. then well the day after that will be my other girls b-day and well with cherokee as well i realy do wonder how here and her other bothers and sister are doing since i have not seen them since well thay where takeing from me by the state of wisconsin just so well thay could get out of haveing a biglawsuite since thay do know as well as others with what thay did do to me and the children was so verry worng any how i try my best to not to well think abt that as well as other things since well to day is adiffent day and well i just have to see and wait for my oldest boy to get in contack with me and well then from there i know as to whats going on with all the kids and beside that i have got to keep my self to getter since well i got a new family and i haveing to do all i can to keep us to geter. but well if my other children want to be with us and well get to know us thay are more then welcome to do so hell so are there new parents more then welcome to get to know me and my new family i dont hold nothing as to bad feeling to them but well i just feel that well thay do need to know the truth as to well what went down and did happen. any way if any one is whating to know just where are my other 6 kids :cherokee,darrel,terrell,jarrell,katherin,nathanel well there some wheres here in wisconsin. as for there dad well he is the main reason things happen the way thay did do i know where he is ? yes i do and well hes liveing in indiania liveing a doubble life as to how long that has been going on with him well i have to say all his life this man or should i say so call man is well a no good for thingof a person and well if i had knowd that years a go i would have never got with him in the fist place. any how thats stuff i try not to think abt so well i will just think abt the good things i have and well have had for some time now and that is welli'm with a realy grate guy that well i been friends with for years and well me and him have a realy grate kid to getter and well at times i do think that well maybe i should have gone for what it is that i do have years befor well every thing that did happen to me but well i think maybe thats why thay say we live and we learn i dont know? any howfor some reason here the other day when i was on line reading my mail my x dad try to i'm me 2 diffent times as to why or how come? dont know but well when some one tell's you to go and take a long hike or to let them be why cant thay take the hint?? and well do i dis like the guy no i just dont like what hes doing for that what he done to me and his children all becuse well he wishs tobe the way he is thats all . ok now i'm realy done talking abt that but i do realy wish my 2 girls a verry happy b-days and hope thay are doing ok and well i'm looking forword to next mo. after all it will be time for halloween and then turkey day and then x-mas and so on but for next mo. i'm going to try and well find stuff to blog abt that has to do with halloween and things as well as some of the other things i find to be realy neet. and well if you dont hear from me here as to whats new just come over and hang out with me on face book or where ever else i may be here on line well i got to run face book is calling me i realy injoy playing the games over there like farmsvilland night clubcity and so on once you start playing them you can stop playing them lol . well i had to say what was on my mind right now so i hope others will understand.

blogmaina starts at 1200am

2010-09-14T16:53:00.000-07:00

blogmaina what can i say for the next? hr's and for how miny days? i'm well here

to day is the frist day of school for this year .

2010-09-01T12:01:00.000-07:00

well to day is the frist day of school for well some of us but to day my girl did not have to go but well i had to go and pick up her school papers and things to get her started and well she was to go to school tommrow but since it is laberday weekend she gets off from going to school tell next week in a way it helps out alot since it will give me some time to get the things she will need this school year but on the other hand untell her aunt takes her to go up to thethe family cabin for laberday weekend i have to well have here at home with me all day long tommrow dont get me worng now i do love being with my child but well some times i do like to have some time for my self to do what i got to do for not olny my self but for my home as well since well for the last 3 mo's i have been haveing to deal with and take care of her dad since well hes been kind of well not his self since his mother died and well i'm hopeing come monday he will get back in to being the man i know he can be and is most of the time. at times liveing with the man it can be like liveing with mr;juckeal and mr: hided. here are some well photos of him and my child at state fair this year. phot's of him on one of his better days. well thats all thats new for my home and my family for to day other then just trying to think of what to do this week end since well i have lots of house work and free time on my hands to do not olny that but got to get back in to doing my meetings and things since my summer has now come to a end in a way i have to say i'm happy with that now i can realy get back to the work i injoy doing.

how are all the stars you ever got to meet?

2010-08-11T21:57:00.000-07:00

ok well i was some place that well just made me what to come up with this blog post and well i was just wanting to know who else out there has ever got to meet some of there all time stars thay like? for me well i goting to meet back in the day :slash and duff of "well back then" g&r at well a show thay came out and well just kicked it with all of us befor the show had started that same night i also got to meet bojoiv when i was siting in the vip boxs at the show i well use to have some one who was a good friend of mine who's family owned the place the show was at that well got me in to the vip siting. i also well was in a video for poison ."every rose" i was the girl who looked like she was crying in the video so if you ever see it then well you know what i did look like back in the day. and well some say that i still do look like i did back then but i dont think so i think i look a lot diffent. i also got to meet lue diemon phillps . so well who have you ever got to meet i like to know??

HAVE YOU GAVE YOUR DOG A HUG TO DAY?

2010-08-02T22:37:00.000-07:00

the? have you gave your dog a hug to day?? well no but i did yester day well kind of i should say he gave me one yester day "lol" i will not go there on that one but well . any way we just got a new dog his name is "huckalberry" hes a 3 year old pitbull/lab/jack rustell treier. one of the coolest nice dogs i have ever had in my life time be for geting him i had a american bull dog who was also a realy neet and cool dog. and well you think that have well them kind of dogs a round childern would be not well all that good and things but well thay are verry nice dogs as long as you bring them up right there a lot like kids. my 3 year old well shes got to goover to where i keep the dog and well so far her and the dog have goting a long just grate just as soon as i can here i'm going to be adding new photos. and well doing up my bolg but for right now i'm just going to keep it this way.

well what a trip i been on since well god knows when lol olny if you did know

2010-07-10T06:00:00.000-07:00

well its been mo's since i been on line and well i'am i on any thing? HELL NO I'M NOT THANK YOU VERRY MUCH! but no as to well my children's dad's yes there on some thing and have been for some time as for me i well have one more year of clean time from drinking and well is like one of my words i like to say verry much and yes i do talk like this to all the time and well lets just say i'm in wisconsin some place and well as for my kids ? and well as for my oldest child she did not run away thank you so verry much . but well it's been some time since i have been on line due to well family dealings now that I'm back on well I'm going to stay on . it' drives me nuts haveing to be home all the time and well have no time to go to my meetings some thing that well some one who like to think there well normal would never under stand for if thay did under stand it then well thay would not be all that normeal as well thay realy like to think thay are. and well that would be the turth well i just want to say i'm well happy to be back on line here.

happy day i found one of the kids now i olny got 6 more to find i thank god for that

2009-07-02T20:30:00.000-07:00

good news well i found one of my children the other day my oldest well she was here in town and well come to find out she was just a round the block from me staying with her boy friend shes of age so i cant say much to well whos shes with but i can olny hope he dose not turn out to be well a walk a way joe on her since well hes 10 1/2 years older then her i yet have got to meet him his older bother well is my age and he went to school with me but yet i realy dont recall ever hang out with him back in the day but yet i just may have since well there also from my old nabberhood but in any case i'm realy happy to have one of my older kids back with me and i know there little sister is happy too geting to be with and see and know her older sister. i realy hope that well every thing will be ok . other then that not much is going on i been realy bizzy with every thing. but i'm still here on line some place

something kind of new for you and pretty good too.

2009-05-30T12:24:00.000-07:00

ok well i just got done makeing some thing to eat and well what it was a whats for dinner kit the alfredo one but un sted of puting chicken in it i well had ground turkey and i had a can of aspagus and well it worked out realy good not well like the box said to do but some what kind of lol with a little of this and that one can make a lot the other day i made well some kind of meal out of a bag of green gieant broccoli and cheese hambuger and can potatos and i put all the mix on a flour tortilla the put some cheese on top and it was good and well i also put in some steak seasoning ,onio powder ,french fry seasoning when i had cooked up the hambuger and can potatos. so well if you ever get the time give it a try you may also like it

i'm so happy i just got me some new make up and i cant tell you how grate it is

2009-05-29T16:37:00.000-07:00

wow i'm i so ever happy i just got me some new make up and well its realy grate the kind that i have is purity mineral make up and well i have been useing it now here for the last 2and i just realy love it there web site is http://www.puritymakeup.com and well olny if i could get my camra to work then i show you all how it looks on me but well my cramra for some reason not working so that means i'm haveing to go out and get a new one but oh well any how i just wanted to let you know abt. the make up and well the site. and as soon as i can get time to realy get back in to do some more bloging i will be in here if not every day every other day doing so this last mo. well i have been so bizzy well working on so minny things a round here in my home that well i just have not found time to do much of any thing here online. and well i hope i be back here soon i realy do miss bloging .

my booty goo review

2009-05-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

well heres my review of booty goo now you may ask your self what is booty goo well it's realy grate stuff for diaper rash and well i was giveing some to try out on my little one and well we have been useing it now for the last week and let me tell you the stuff is realy grate you can find it at: http://www.bootygoo.com

may birthdays and some more events and partys

2009-05-05T21:03:00.000-07:00

http://www.hipmamasplace.com

ok well we are in may now and well i have 2 happy b-days i like to send out here on my blog and well thay are to my kids the frist one to my girl kathrine elzabeth she will be turning 7 on the 15th and the other is to my son darrel who well will be 16 this year on the 27th and well just 2 more years and well i hope i will be hearing from him after all hes still my son as well as all the rest of kids and no mater what no one can take that from me no mater what of how rich or other wise ok when it comes down to it yes i'm up set that i cant spend any time with them or even bewith them at times but hay what real mother in there right mind would not be? any how well i hope thay are doing ok and well i realy do wish them a happy b-day . and now on to a blog event/party's . also look back on some of the older post there may be some still going on. dont want any one to miss any of them . also i do have some reviews comeing up i'm just runing late on some of them since well we had some kind of ful or some thing going on here in my home now some time and i'm always the last one to get it but this time now that i have my zyrtec's i'm hopeing i will not get sick i have well some kind of upperrespiratory allegie that has to do with my nose with out the zyrtec well i stay sick but as long as i take it i do realy well and like i say it has some thing to do with my inside of my nose the air hole on one side is not fully open and been that way since i was verry young in away you can say its just one of them things i was born with. but oh well thats life .

more new partys and events comeing up 4-19-09 tell?

2009-04-10T10:02:00.000-07:00

http://www.wefitfamilies.com

http://www.momsmostwanted.blogspot.com

http://fairyblogmother.com/

http://www.etsyitup.blogspot.com/

http://fabalousfunfinds.blogspot.com/

look back on some of the olderpost for things going on and ones geting ready to start up

its genealogy time

2009-04-06T13:48:00.000-07:00

this is a photo of me when i was 18teen i'm with my mom in this photo. and well i was thinking it would be nice to pull out a photo of me to go with this nice photo of my g-grand mom and her bother and sister that way well just may be it would help with well figering out just one is my grate grand mother.

this is a photo of my g-grand mother: nellie f. green and here bother and siserter but well as to what lady in the photo is my g-grand mother? her bothers name is d.erastus green her sister is nancy green there parents where rev. benjamin green (aka b.g. green ben green) and mary manda sandlin thay where from texas benjamin's prents where : caleb p green sr. and nancy and mandas where: daniel sandlin and mary ann sandlin(she also had a nother name) and well thay are from al now daniel;s parents where littelton sandlin and moring green and mary anns where john sandlin and susannah parker james thay where from sc&nc . and well right now i realy would love to find out what one in this phot is my g-grand mother nellie i also love to well find and get more photos of my family as well. and well some of the other family trees i'm working on are bowen, dewberry/dueberry ,tuck (from va),jones and i have miny more to well add yes i think i may know most of them but then who knows one new one may come up in my work on well this part of the family side all the familys i'm working on right now are all on my dads sied of the family. and well if you have any of them let me know

some more partys update for 4-3-09

2009-03-29T21:03:00.000-07:00

http://dexterphillip.blogspot.com

http://wwwbookiesbooraves.blogspot.com/ i be puting more on as i find them also look at all other post here lots of things to see and find out abt

look what i found a realy neet place to get some realy cute things for girls

2009-03-28T18:55:00.000-07:00

ok heres the realy cute site i found its called : WOOBIE WEAR CHILDREN'S BOUTIQUE ,HAIR ACCESSORIES. and well thay have a lot of realy cute things here are well some of my picks as to well what i think is sweet . you realy have got to go and see the site i just know you will love it its a realy grate site from all the hats to the pettiskirts . www.woobiewear.com theres also a contest going on and well lots of other things to see.

i got mine did you get yours?

2009-03-26T21:00:00.000-07:00

ok this is a review on some things i goting here in the mail and on well a thing i well be have going on here at my house here next mo. frist things frist well i gotin the mail a oral-b toothbrush for my girl to try out that came in here the other day from she speakes and well she has not yet use it but well i know she cant wait to use it now i think oral -b is one of the best you can get there are also a lot of other nice ones out there as well. any how my next thing i love to let every one know abt is well my house party i will be haveing since its by rsvp and most every one that will be comeing are friends and family and well what will i be trying out with all my party goer's/ well some juicy juice and well it should be fun this well is going to be my frist house party so well i still dont know what to think of it but i will do my best to make it a real good one. and well some other well stuff but its not a review . its just well whats happing in my world and thats well my x-the guy whos my (kids that i'm trying to find's dad) well hes back and me being the person i'm and that well my bothers keeper and yes i love my naber as i love my self too and well i also try my heards to turn the other cheekeand all that good stuff that well it said to do in the lords prare why becuse that is what you are to do and thats love not hate and any time well my friends or even family come to me and ask me for help i will try and do what i can for them also at the same time know not to seal my self short so well he bestay with my mom and sleeping with the dog and the cats and well helping her out untell he can get a place of his own or untell he well takes off again what ever come frist lol yes i know every one ask me what i'm i thinking i'm i nuts or just crazy but hay i'm just trying to do the right thing and thats help some one out when thay are down on there luck and see what has happen i know but well i cant change the past and well the olny thing i can do right now is live in the present and that means liveing life one day at a time and yes i can do that after all its not called the present for nothing i see it as a gift from the guy in the sky so i try my best to make each day of it a good one. any how well i realy do hope this time he will keep his self out of all the he said she stuff that go's a round this well town since well as long as you keep from all of that then things are ok as for me well i'm going to have to get my self back in to some alnon and well aa yes i said that just as soon as i can so that well i can deal with every thing on a good stand point you see i been well in that stuff for years most of time out of the porgrams but with my feet on the grown and doing what i have got to do to keep things going good as for me well i have been clean now since 7-14-2005 thats after i had sliped but well be for i had sliped i had ben clean for al most 13 years but on what may call a dry drink . and well i will tell you if it had not been for alnon and aa i think i be still out there but knowing where i came from and where i have been know thats not some place i want to be so i keep on doing what i got to do to be right and well i realy do say and speake from the heart when i say this if any one needs help for this kind of stuff i'm talking abt right now get it no matter what once you do get it keep it but also give it way when need too but never lose it . it realy does work at frist you may not think so but as time go's on you will see well it dose work just like every thing it takes time but in the long run you will feel it working . and now every one will know whats going on in my world lol is my plate full yet? no its olny 1/2 always got to keep on a going

I MADE CHILY FROM A TOACO BELL DINNER KIT HRARES HOW YOU DO THAT also found a contest in my cereal bowl to day as well this you got to read

2009-03-22T16:08:00.000-07:00

http://towofakindworkingonafullhouse.blogspot.com alsolookbackin other post of even more partys and events going on and are going to begoing on i post as i find them.

http://hail2thesnowqueen.blogspot.com/

ok well last night every one wanted tocao's but well i realy did not have all the stuff to make them with so well heres what i did i had a tocao bell dinner kit i well had takeing and did what it said to do with the meat but since i like to add ouion with my tocao mix and meat i put that in it too then i well did have some can tomatos i well i put it in the pot a long with a can of refride beans and then it be came chily but well i still had the tocao shells so well i put the chily in them a long with some american cheese and we had chily tocao's well i had left overs from that so to night we had chilyhot dogs on bread and it was good so in the long run i made to meals in one from a tocao bell dinner kit. i think thats pretty cool and well if you ever get thime to give it a try i say go for it. and well when i was geting a bowl of gloden puffs i found a flyer and well to find out more on that go too http://www.win-malt-o-meal.com/ looks like it may be some thing neet you have tell 7-31-2009 to enter

whats going on for to day tell? here we go party's and events and well some other things that are on my mind

2009-03-21T11:47:00.000-07:00

wow so much going on here in the spring time here are well some of the things that are going on here on line as for me well whats new not much other then well the little one got rsv upperrespatory infection and well as every one knows thay are no fun so i be in side for a bit untell she gets better so i be here looking for what i can

happy st. pattys day SO lets have some partys and events

2009-03-16T17:59:00.000-07:00

go down to read rest of post. http://www.5minutesformom.com

well tommrow will be st pattys day so every one get out your green and well lets have a party lol yes i love to party when i can and i love haveing a lot of fun so well heres a party that will be comeing up also go back in to the other post and get the other pot's of gold theres no rainbow but well i would not want you to miss out on any of them. and well this weekend is my son terrell's b-day on the 21st so well i also want to wish i'm a verry happy b-day not that well he will ever see my blog but if he does well here's to you my boy.

movies i think every one should see if thay have not yet seen them and if thay have seen them i say see them again

2009-03-07T05:23:00.000-08:00

ok this is going to be my post on well some movies i think every one should see so its kind of going to be a on go thing so you may have to look back on this post to see what movies i add too it as i go a long here. so thay can be old and some new and well just abt any kind of movie as well since i well dont go to the movies all that much but well i do see a lot of movies on dvd and video . so well here we go here: my frist movie i think is realy good is: #1 . i'am sam with sean penn and micelle pfeiffer . now for any one who well can understand well what its like to be well a parent, for that with a disablity and have had some what like what happen in the movie then well you can realy get in to it and have a grate understaning of it. #2 martian child with john cusack and bobby coleman and amanda peet this movie is a verry sweet and dear movie that will hit you in your heart and well make you cry and bring out that iner child of yours the frist time i seen it well it made me cry. #3 the miracle worker(this is a movie abt part of the life of helen killer and anne sallivan)hallie kate eisenberg plays helen and alison elliott plays ann. what can i tell you abt this movie? well i think it was some thing realy neet (in well real life helen did learn to talk and wright as well read brail) and well i say this movie is a realy good movie to see with the family so are the other 2 and well most of the movies i like well you can say thay are family movies but then some are not but well thay are movies i well think every one should see. well them are the frist 3 i have well seen as well as reseen here . come back for the rest of them

re:some more partys and events that are going on and just geting ready to start up03/01/09to03/31/09and some upcomeing partys for april, may

2009-02-27T21:18:00.000-08:00

http://mommasreview.com/

http://www.sevendogsandababy.com/

http://www.realifeblog.net/ http://www.coolmomguide.com/

http://www.delectiblemommies.blogspot.com/

http://www.rockinmama.net/

http://www.247moms.com/ ok heres the frist of them and look back in older post for some of them and well in march here i have 2 b-day kids my little one who will be 2 tommrow and well her older bother terrell he be 12 and well my he have a verry happy b-day where ever he is well at. his b-day is on the 21st.

here is my review on lombok home furnishing's

2009-02-21T10:03:00.000-08:00

well here we go my review of lombok this is a real nice web site from united kingdom and well thay have some of the most nice and neat home furnishings and things for the home such as these items shown they also have other items such as bedding coffie tables candles and other home furnising items here are a few items they carry and the links to veiw their web page all of their products appear to be well made and of a good quality and offered at good price for the item what caught my attention and interest in this web site was this storage box and many other goodies. www.lombok.co.uk

logbasket: you could also use this finely crafted basket for many other things what ever you can think of storage and hauling things check this out and the many other things lombok offers

laundrybasket: another fine example of fine workman ship check this out on your way through this site of many fine items

lampshades: they have these also in many differnt styles and colours and sizes they also sell lamps beds tables and other home items and linens and home items well thats my take on this site thanks for reading this review of this company and hope you may go see what they have to offer thumbs up to this site

ok whats new here with me well you will just have to read this to find out

2009-02-20T20:55:00.000-08:00

well as to whats new to day well not much other then i got my rest of my info so i can get ready to do a review here on my blog as to what well you will have to wait un tell tommrow some time to read and see all abt it but well i think it will be a realy grate review and well i also think you all will love what i will be reviewing so get ready for it. i can tell you it is some realy grate stuff for the home i have seen it and well it will be just a review nothing more then that but hay its a start. and yes any time some ones got a review or some thing thay love for me to test or try out i'm game for it i alway love doing stuff like that any time theres a new sample of some thing well i have got to give it a try the other day i tryed a sample of captivating curls by sunsilk it well was pretty nice it had a verry grate smell to it and every thing but since well my hair is not as curly as it use to be it well realy did not do much for what curl i have left but i know if i still had my curls it well would have worked a lot better. and well the web site i think where i may have went to get my sample i tryed out was at http://www.lifecantwait.com/ thay also show you diffent kinds of hair styles you can try out. oh also the post befor this one keep a eye on that one becuse thats where i will be posting more partys and events as well

more partys and events that are going on and some thing i love to do. more new post for 2/20/09

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http://www.blessingsabound.blogspot.com

http://www.lookwhatmonfound.com

http://www.inevergrewup.net/

http://www.katydidandkid.blogspot.com/

http://www.3garnets2sapphires.blogspot.com/

http://www.ablogofgoodies.com/

http://www.momgiveaways.com/

http://www.grabbagreviews.com/

http://www.quietromance.blogspot.com/ you know me if i see some thing that needs to get the word out on or that i think is realy neet i'm going to post it so just hang on for the ride one never knows where i go next here or well what i will find . and well if you have not yet heard abt this well on february 24th 2009 from 7am tell 10 pm IHOP willgiveing out a free stack of pancakes and accepting donations for the children's miracle network as well. i think the 24th is well pancake day this year . yes there is a day where you can get pancakes all day or well most of the day any way and its a realy neet and fun thing to go to but i for got who puts it on every year. ok heres some thing i realy would love to start doing and thats testing and reviewing things i well think that would be realy fun to do i did over this winter get to reviews a book and it was a lot of fun to do and well i realy would love to do more of that kind of stuff for that it would be fun i think. also if any ones got a up comeing party or event let me know i be happy to do a post for you as well .

Happy Hearts day to you may you have a good one

2009-02-13T21:08:00.000-08:00

well to the days the day for lovers and soon to be lovers just as soon as the love bug gets them so thay say any way i wish you all a happy feb. 14 th 2009 may it be a good one. but for me to day its just a diffent day the same as it was yester day or well some what. well i wanted to show off the cute things i found to day so far its not much but its some thing.

ok here are the kids this mothers trying to find . also have some party links as well for you2/7/09

2009-02-03T20:22:00.000-08:00

http://thenotsoblog.blogspot.com

http://www.extraordinarymothers.com/

http://www.flatwoodfolkart.typepad.com/

ok here are well my children i'm trying to find some of the last knowed photos that well i have of them i have others well i'm to find to pass on to well my children and to the family that has them now but well as soon as i find them i pass them on . darrel is my oldest boy he's the one siting by the p.c. katrine is the girl on the rug the other photo of the other girl in the chair is cherokee and then you have the one of terrell and jarrell. the photo's on top is of jarrell and nathaneal (jarrell the red head) any how i just wanted to well show off my photos of them and well if you do know them or have seen them be for just let me know after all no matter what i'am there mother and theres not a thing you can realy do abt it . and i love my children verry much. and the other grate news thats been going on this week not much but well my bothers oldest boy came to town and is well staying with my family and well i have not seen him since he was 10 years old and well i cant wait to get to see him here soon i'm hopeing tommow i get time to stop by to see him but if not well when he gets time i know he will come and see me other then that not much is new in my part of the world other then my little one danceing a round with a lite shade on her head lol it's too cute.
also look back on older post there may be a part or 2 still going on as well

just geting started on some new party's and events here for the new year 1-28-09

2009-01-17T14:07:00.000-08:00

http://www.mammaliciousfinds.blogspot.com

http://3kidsandus.com/

http://paintermommy.com/

http://www.theclassycloset.com/ well as you know its a new year and there be a lot of new events and partys for this year so i try my best to get as miny as i can so that well you all can know abt them as well.

to day i'm just borad so well i just wanted to wright some more stuff abt my genlogy stuff

2009-01-11T20:12:00.000-08:00

ok well i do know the family tree my bowen family does come from and well i also found out just how i was related to lizzy borden what i mean by that is well i had knowed that some of her aunsisters well where kin to my bowens but never realy had knowed how from the info i found and well do know abt my bowen family tree lines as well as others who are rellated to me but never realy had knowed how any way come to find out her dad's dad mother 's dad's dad was mygggggggg-grand pa or something like that.? so well its kindof cool to know i well do have famus auntsisters and well we all know who lizzy borden is and well what she was famus for but well some thing in my heart tells me she did not do it and that it had been some one else who did but well will thay ever find out as to who had done it? any how her story is a realy kind of grate mistory in history there also others in the family who where famus as well for other things too and well each there storys i find to bee neet i think it may be one of the other reason's why i like genealogy becuse in a way its also learning abt, history.

almost all moved in to my new place and well got some more good news for the new year

2009-01-05T20:27:00.001-08:00

well i got every thing moved in to my new place but now its time to unpack every thing this place is well a lot smaller then the place i was at be for and well come to find out from others i could have stayed where i was at being the renter of the place even thogh the owner for closed on it i realy did not have to move all i had to do was pay the bank when thay had takeing it over but well thats ok i have me a new place now and i realy hope my mail starts to show up here soon . other then that well i found out more as to my kids you know the ones i'm trying to fined well i talk with one of the partys who keeps in contack with them still and well thay told me that all my kids where doing grate and that every one of them is well pretty good looking kids and that well my oldest boy is no longer on meds . and that my miss cherokee and my miss kathere thay both have realy long hair and that well miss kathrine well shes still the little stinker that shes knowed to be always in to some thing and well nathneal well hes also geting to be big and well i have a date that i have to keep here with my contack and well thats give them some photos of the kids so thay can pass them on to them but i do that here after i put them here on my blog that way well i still have the photos also. and well i hope if my con tack got any new photos of my kids thay will be willing to let me see them i love to see how my kids have grown and see for my self if thay are ok also well i love for them to get to know there baby sister its not fare to them for that her that well she cant see them for that get to know them yes i will state this 100 times or more if i have to what was done was so verry worng and i realy do think some one need to come in and investgate the sate of wi for how thay are doing as to some of the kids thay got in the sistem if not the state then well some of the countys with then the state as to well what thay are doing . any how for right now all i can do is wait to see if my oldest boy will show up or not at my mom's when he truns 18teen untell then theres not much i can do. but as soon as i get my scanner working i'm going to put my photos on here so that one i have the photos i'm going to give to my contack so thay can pass them on. well thats abt all the good news . well i got to run and do some more unpacking so i can find my photo's and well the box i put my scaner in

wow the big move its not going as it should but oh well it will get done i hope

2008-12-28T18:20:00.000-08:00

well i'm to be moveing to a new home here soon no not here on line lol but well to a new place for me and my family to live and well things are not well going in the way i would love them to go but i think i will make the best of it and do what i got to do and thats well pull my self a way from all the free time i have and that would be verry little if any at all i olny have one day to pull off the move and well i think it shell work. on the 26th well that was my son jarrell's b-day on that day well i for got to blog to wish him a happy b-day where ever hes at and well i hope hes doing ok. and well the next big b-days are well mine and then my son terrells is in march and well hes almost 11 years older then his baby sister and 18 mo's older then his bother jarrell i kind of realy do wish that well thay could see me and well there sister i just know thay would injoy that as much as we would but oh well some things will have to wait in the mean time i should get back to packing so i can get ready for the big move .

ok so what do you guys all think of the roots on line store?

2008-12-21T10:51:00.000-08:00

ok so well what do you think of the roots on line store? the web address is http://usa.roots.com no its not the genealogy site i'm talking abt. but well a store that has some realy neet l-fits for kids and well for the whole family its a store from canada thats been a round since 1973. and up untell i got up bavk here on line and well started doing my blog i never had knowed any thing abt this store any who i well love there tees and well things thay got for the kids. thay even have some nice things for us lady's and well we cant for get abt are pet thay have a pet line too . and right now thay have a sale going on to . well go and see for your self you too i hope think its a well neet store here on line.

has this ever happen to you?

2008-12-18T19:54:00.001-08:00

ok now i dont know if this has ever happen to any of you or not but well for some time now my mail that well would be comeing to my home does not show up or come and well this been going on now for some time its like one week or every other i get my mail the next it does come and well i dont know what the matter or whats happing but well just the other day i had to well call the us post office and ups fedx and so on to have them try and fix this so well my mail can get to me . and well i just hope its some thing thay can fix. and well if any one has got some packages there still trying to get to me and well you do have my mailing address please e-mail me so i can tell you what you have to do so it will get to me thanks much .

some thing i feel is a must we all must do! also a long with that some more events and partys and so on

2008-12-16T22:35:00.000-08:00

http://controllingchaosincanada.blogspot.com

http://www.momafindings.com

now i dont know abt how you may feel abt this but i feel its verry worng to well thake a way are right to have for that make hand made things and well i see it like this it's just one other way thay can try and make some more money for the big guys for that same other way to take a way are rights and so on to me i realy do feel its 100% uncalled for . and well if you feel and think the same way go ovet to cool mom picks and sing up help put a stop and save handmade !!!!! for more info see the link http://coolmompicks.com

O come E all fathfull let's us injoy the events and stuff here on line 12-15-08

2008-12-05T03:28:00.000-08:00

http://imanoptimisticbeauly.blogspot.com/

http://www.travelingmamas.com/

http://www.themombuzz.com/

http://poshpointofview.blogspot.com/ for more info.

http://www.ohhowlovely.net/

http://twilightations.blogspot.com/

http://my3wisemans.momblogcentral.com/

http://www.propsandpans.com/

http://www.mommygossip-cares.blogspot.com/

http://www.islandlife808.com/

http://www.thegreatchristmasgiveaway.blogspot.com/

http://www.thecharmhouse.blogspot.com/

http://www.classichousewife.com/

http://www.impressyourkids.wordpress.com/

http://www.sweetlifeinthevalley.com/

http://www.thelilpeanutpatch.com/

http://tinyurl.com/

http://jt-jantom.blogspot.com/

http://cutestuffinside.blogspot.com/

http://vintagelinentreasures.blogspot.com/

http://cutestuffinside.blogspot.com/

http://daisyquits.blogspot.com/ well here its the 5th already and welli cant wait to get going on well every thing just 2 more days and my youngest son he be haveing his 5th b-day and well i realy do hope hes still with the other kids and that well thay are not being lied to by any one as to well things even thogh i have a realy good feeling that well the ones that got them now are doing so and well as to how thay got them i can tell you this thay as to the new parents to my older children where lied to by who well who ever gavethem to them and yes i will say this and thats what ever thay had been told abt me was nothing but lies i was a victom just like my children where of the sistum . and if there where some way that i could get them back i would do it i realy do miss my older children and wished that i could be with them or well just know that thay are ok and as to how thay are doing . but well olny time will tell on things so well i just let it up to god as to how things will be and well at this time of the year is a sad and verry heard time for me in regard to well it all. but thats in the past and well all you can do is live in the prezent and take it one day at a time. and well the reason its could the prezent is becuase god gave it to us and when you are in the prezent well thats when you are with him (god) it takes a lot time for some to see and reallize that but for others like my self it verry eazy to understand it and to comrohand it so to day i'm just going to do what i do best and well try and just live :) also please do read the old post some of the links are to partys and events that are going on right now and some yet to come.

gotsome more partys and events for you 12-04-08

2008-11-29T16:58:00.000-08:00

http://nursemommy07.blogspot.com

http://momfinds.com

http://jeannesager.blogspot.com/

http://www.momcentral.com/

http://www.nctriangle.blogspot.com/

http://lyricandariasmom.blogspot.com/

http://www.table4five.net/

http://www.247moms.blogspot.com/

http://www.babygizmo.com/

http://whitneyjdavis.blogspot.com/

http://www.waldenschoolroom.logspot.com/

http://www.coloradolady.blogspot.com/

http://www.ohanamamasblog.com/

http://www.momecentric.com/

http://herlings.blogspot.com/

http://www.vhielscorner.com/

http://www.busymommy.us/

http://www.mamaspeaks.com/

wow tommrows decmber 1st where did all the time go to? and well that means there will olny be 24 days left tell christmas. and well 6 more days tell my SON 's b-daywho well i realy did not get to spend all that much time with he well as well as his other bothers and sisters where takeing from me and my familywhen he was olny a baby to find out more abt that you have to read more back on my blog to under stand as to why. and well the day after x-mas is my other son's b-day and well this time of the year i know its to be happy and joyfull and i realy hope this year will be for me and well my little one and her dad. but i cant help but look back on well a lot of things and well every year a round this time i realy wished that well thay where here with me so that i could spend time with them and well see them open up there x-mas gifts and b-day gifts and well some time if i ever get my scaner runing i will be puting up there photos of well MY older kids so well if my oldest is on or for that WHO'S ever got them will know 1 thay are always on my mind and in my heart and never for goting and well lets just put it this way as to how and what was done to me was 100% uncalled for. and i will let it at that. other then that MARRY CHRISTMAS AND MAY WE ALL HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR! :) p.s.look back on other post lots of events and partys that are still good and well going on. well theres also a giveaway going on at http://mommypoppins.com/

some new partys events and well i got my frist book review to do as well and some new updates as well for 11-28-08

2008-11-25T14:00:00.000-08:00

well to day i just got the book : the paper bag christmas by: kevin a. milne to well read and review and well so far it looks realy good to read 14 chapters in this book and well the chapters dont take all that long to read i just got done with the frist chapter and i'm working on reading the next one. any how more on that later and well after i get done reading it i'm going to have my little ones dad read it to see what he also thinks abt it. and now on to the partys and events. http://lagniappemarketing.net/ a.k.a. brird on a wire. , http://kandykissesboutique.typepad.com/ http://www.mamanista.com/ http://momtrends.blogspot.com/ http://summersnook.com/ http://www.three-peas.com/ http://www.babyluxedaily.com/ http://recycleyourday.com/ http://thriftyjinxy.blogspot.com/ http://www.momreviews.net/ ok i'm just now in part 3 of the book and its realy geting good its abt this guy when he was younger and well he's a elf for christmas and well he go's to help out santa at a childrens houspteal. more later on this i got to get back reading this book to good to put down but yes i can stop blog for right now or can i?(lol)beback ok i had one more links but i for got where i put the button . (any one care to play who's got the button?lol) any how back to the book well i'm now in part 12 of it and well its realy good and well i recommind it for any one from age 10 on up it realy is a real true heart christmas story any how thats my par of the reviue and later to day i'm hopeing i can get my little one dad to tell what he thinks of it as for me i realy did like it and well its been years since i did a book reveiue but i realy hope it ok

re new day some more new partys and events to add 11-24-08

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http://somethingsnappee.blogspot.com

http://islandlife808.com/

http://www.momstakeonthings.com/

http://www.flibbypie.net/ HVEING TO GET LINK HAVE IT UP SOON
I'M HAVEING TO THE LINK FOR THIS BUT WILL HAVE IT UP HERE SOON.
http://fromdatestodiapers.com/

http://www.hautecowgirl.com/ there you can find out more info

http://www.parentsphere.net/

http://etsybaby.blogspot.com/

http://mommysgonecrazy.blogspot.com/

http://mommygossip-gno.blogspot.com/

http://www.mommaysmayhem.com/

http://www.mamadivas.com/

http://www.jujuboo.blogspot.com/

http://www.internetcafedevotions.com/

http://www.writefromkaren.wordpress.com/

http://squaredoff.blogspot.com/

http://www.busymommy.us/

http://www.nowwhatbaby.blogspot.com/

http://www.bookroomreviews.wordpress.com/

http://fromacreativeheart.blogspot.com/

http://www.corporatefreechristmas.blogspot.com/

http://passitonplatesblog.blogspost.com/

http://peciouspeas.blogspot.com/

http://www.feistyfrugalandfabulous.blogspot.com/

http://imanoptimisticbeauty.blogspot.com/

http://www.momreviews.net/

http://mommydaddyblog.com/

http://www.ohanamamablog.com/

http://www.hipmamasplace.com/

http://mommyblogreviews.com/

http://mamanista.com/

http://www.kimheinecke.com/

ok here we go here is the new partys and events for to day also still read the other post lots of things still going on and some yet to come when i'm out and abt. just takeing my blog trips for the day if i happen to see some thing i just put it up here and pass the word on it so that way others can know all abt it to .

gotsome new post for you as to events giveaways and so on.also new post for 11-18-08

2008-11-12T02:56:00.000-08:00

PLEASE LOOK AT OTHER POST FOR MORE EVENTS AND PARTYS GOT LOTS HERE TOO SEE IN MY OLDER POST.

hi well let me see whats to day oh its the 12th 4:57 am in the moreing lol any how well heres what i got for you so far: http://oldredbarnco.blogspot.com/ she has a verry nice giveaway going on so well if you yet dont know abt her site go over as see for your self its realy nice place and well dont for get to look at the other post here for the other thing that are going on lot to see and do and well i be back with more in a little bit. well i'm back and i got some more for you so here thay are more to come. http://lipsticktocrayons.com/ http://shortpumppreppyshopping.blogsopt.com/ http://pohotobugbaby.blogspot.com/ http://poshpointofview.blogspot.com/ http://www.mommymandy.com/ http://akblessingsabound.blogspot.com/ http://www.thisfullhouse.com/ http://mommysgonecrazy.blogspot.com/ http://scribbit.blogspot.com/ http://thegiftcloset.blogspot.com/ http://www.typeamom.net/ http://www.buttonfloozies.blogspot.com/ http://j-a-girl.blogspot.com/ http://mochawithlinda.blogspot.com/ http://nickels-n-dimes.blogspot.com/ http://www.momgenerations.com/ http://scrappyd.blogspot.com/ http://www.musingsofhousewife.com/ geting ready to start up a new post for tommrow but still please look at all the other post here on my blog lots of partys and events going on in them as well i post them as i go a long . and well i may have some thing happing here some time this week i hope befor x-mas i'm going to be geting a book to look at and well post abt. and well i tell you more abt that later its still in the works on that. but when i do get it i will let you all know more abt it :)

ok i got a craft for you that i think you will all like as well as one more event

2008-11-10T21:29:00.000-08:00

ok have you ever wonderd what to do with all them old small toys that no longer get played with? like the ones from mc d's and all the other fast food restrants well heres what i like to do with them and have been doing for years now turning them in to x-mas oramints for the tree if thay are not to big or hevey thay will work grate al you need is a glu gun and some ribbing and some little eye hook scrues you use the glu to help keep the ribbing in place on well the ty babys and other stuff toys and you can also do this on the other ones too but well i found on some of them you need some thing strong that will hold so well thats where the eye hooks come in hand and well it works. any how heres the link http://modernmommyhood.blogspot.com/ http://www.sewmamasew/blog2.com http://www.ismellgood.com/bonanza/ http://www.chicshoppperchick.com/ http://clooradolady.blogspot.com/ http://shakethesalt.com/ http://tipjunkie.blogspot.com/ http://www.peekaboopicks.com/ also please read the other post there are alot of other blog partys and events going on and well to try and save some space here i well put some of the other buttons and links in some of my older post and well i would not want you to miss any of them things to that are going on

wow look i have some more events for you :)

2008-11-09T23:15:00.000-08:00

wow i have some realy new more events i cant wait to go and see them any how here thay are http://www.my3wiseman.momblogcrntral.com/ ? http://www.ruggratsx2.com/ http://www.momto3angels.blogspot.com/ ? http://www.threepsinapod.blogspot.com/ http://accidentalmommies.com/ http://karenharveycox.blogspot.com/ http://afroginmysoup.com/ http://lovintheholiday.blogspot.com also look at all the other post lots of stuff comeing up and even going on right now

ok i just found a new store

2008-11-08T00:57:00.000-08:00

hi i just found this new store and well i realy do like what thay have and heres the link http://www.littlehandsboutique.com/ go and see what you think also dont for get to look at all the other grate things that are going on here online lots of fun for every one

boy do i got a realy good one for you

2008-11-07T22:33:00.000-08:00

hi well heres a new event going on and also some thing to help out familys who are in need so well heres the link to it and well since i could not pick just a boutton i picked them all thay where way to cute not to . http://www.5minutesformom.com/ also dont for get to look at the other post to for more partys and events for real i dont want you to miss out on any thing

got a new 1 for you

2008-11-06T21:13:00.000-08:00

hi since i was up i had to post this so well you to can know abt. this one as well http://www.keeperofthecheerios.com/ and dont for get to look at all the other post partys and events lots of things going on and i would not want you do miss a thing. i got a new one for you and i'm goig to see if this works so here you go http://www.sassypinkboutique.blogspot.com/ http://superdumbsupervillain.blogspot.com

some events

2008-11-06T09:00:00.000-08:00

hi here are the events: http://a-mama-drama.blogspot.com/ http://dkmommyspot.com/

got2more new post for events

2008-11-05T13:21:00.000-08:00

hi i just found them to day and thay are http://dewgin.blogspot.com/ http://reesspace.blogspot.com also take a look at all my other post as to the partys and events a lots still going on i post them as i find them .

re do link for event

2008-11-04T23:32:00.000-08:00

heres the right link http://hermashaw.blogspot.com/

1more event found

2008-11-04T22:53:00.000-08:00

hi i just found this one http://amyclary.blogspot.com/ looks like it will be lots of fun also please look at all my other post links for more partys some are just starting up others have yet to begain

event you may like to see

2008-11-04T18:32:00.000-08:00

heres yet one more event at http://thedirtytshirt.com/

a event post

2008-11-04T10:38:00.000-08:00

ok heres the event http://www.momdot.com/christmas-of-dreams-contest/ as of right now the sponsors are http://www.mutsy.com http://www.kushies.com http://www.mimsi-bags.com

http://www.huddybuddy.com http://www.bottlewise.com http://www.babylegs.com http://photogiftplace.com http://www.scentsy.com http://www.randi100.etsy.com

http://www.sassybaby.com http://www.georgietees.com http://www.letsgostrolling.com http://www.shishustyle.com http://www.theshranks.com http://www.dyson.com http://www.babypop.com http://www.sodaclub.com http://www.kadiprescott.etsy.com http://www.lollipopbookclub.com http://www.uncommonlycute.com http://www.moderntots.com http://www.dabib.com http://www.sillymonkeez.com http://www.laplates.com http://www.natitysdesign.com http://www.thelittleblackboxes.com http://koshas.net http://www.jacscreations.com http://www.appleedonia.etsy.com http://www.kidzsunglasses.com http://www.leapfrog.com

some new partys and events that are going on

2008-11-04T08:32:00.000-08:00

well here are some new things going on also look in my other post for other party's and events that are still going on or are just geting ready to start up. here are the links for the 3 i have up here http://www.momdot.com http://www.mommafindings.com http://www.adaycarelife.com

redo on partylink

2008-11-01T20:01:00.000-07:00

hi just wantto redo this so it will take you there http://suerdumbsupervillain.blogspot.com/

just some more halloween fun

2008-10-31T19:54:00.000-07:00

well here's some more Halloween fun we went out to a pumpkin farm again and well had some fun my little one was a bee for Halloween and well i did get her dad in the photos with her and well what do you think as to what movie star he looks most like? every one tells him that he looks just like tom Cruise . any how what do you think ?? any how we had fun to day

yet one more link i for got on one of the partys

2008-10-30T23:51:00.000-07:00

heres the link for http://superdumbsupervillain.blogsport.com

for got to add the link on 1 of them

2008-10-30T23:25:00.000-07:00

okheres the link for this one http://www.canofthoughts.com thant should be it

doing some up dateing on my party and event post so we all are on the right page for every thing yet still to come

2008-10-30T22:57:00.000-07:00

well here are the tings here on line that are going on and well here are some of the link to some of the partys and events the other ones i still got to get the links for but i get them here soon . http://parentreviewers.com http://threepsinapod.blogspot.com http://cupidscharm.blogspot.com http://happypandababy.com (she's the host for sassyfrazz baby shower) http://sassyfrazz.blogspot.com http://thenotsoblog.blogspot.com http://imanoptimisticbeauty.blogspot.com http://jt.jantom.blogspot.com i hope i got all the link right if not well some of them have there web site adress on them the other ones well you can always do a search for them too in case i for get to put the links up but the olny way that will happen is if i get bizzy like i did here for 3 days lol

ok got a new party for you

2008-10-27T01:08:00.000-07:00

ok heres the partys at jan's and toms http://jt-jantom.blogspot.com i found there blog to be pretty neet

got some more events going on and comeing up

2008-10-26T23:59:00.000-07:00

wellhere are some more of the partys and events going on and comeing up and well i'm so sorry that i did not give some of the links to some of them but i try and get all the links to them here soon but here are some of them i do have on hand http://abusymomonthego.blogspot.com http://imanoptimisticbeauty.blogspot.com http://www.babytealeaves.blogspot.com if you look on the older post you can also get some of the links to them as well

its halloween so dose any one want to see some ghost

2008-10-26T22:35:00.000-07:00

well here are some realy old photos of me and some of my kids and if you look at some of the potos you can see the ghost that are in the photos when thay where takeing the things you see in some of the photos was not there the frist photo is well the new years eve photo 's in the 2nd photo if you look on the left side of the photo is where its at the next photo down is a photo of my older boys at there grand mom'shomes and well theres a white mist coovering over my one boy jarrell then in the next photo's down the one is of me and my 2 older kids back in 1996 but the 2 next to them is of me when i was 17 and the photo's where takeing down in miss in boluxie and if you look at them you can see a mist a round me the last one was takeing a round the same time but in burham ,al in fount of one of the realy old homes and well since it is al most halloween i just wanted to show them off . as for ghost well i realy do think there neet and yes thay are real
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just had to show off my bluebonet girl

2008-10-25T15:54:00.000-07:00

this was to cute to pass up my little one and her blueboniet girl butter tub as you can see its just not a tub to her its a hat lol dont for get to lookat the older post for the up comeing partys and events here on line

here are some more partys and events to go and see

2008-10-25T14:54:00.000-07:00

hi well here are all the ones i found so far also please look back on the older post there are still some up comeing partys aand events on them as well i be back later with the links to both of the events and to do a re post

got some more events going on got to go and see them

2008-10-21T01:59:00.000-07:00

hi ok the frist post is http://www.dabbled.org/ i could not get a button have a verry heard time eith cuting and pasting so well heres the link for that . now on to the other 2 http://karascrazylife.blogspot.com/ and http://www.livinglocurto.com/ just some things well i seen and just wanted to get the word out if you have not seen any of them yet and yes back in my youger days i was always knowed to crash a party or 2 or some times be the lite of it becuzse i save thm from crashing lol

found a realy neet giveaway

2008-10-20T20:25:00.000-07:00

hi i found a realy neet give away i think you like to see the link is http://dianeknottsmusings.blogspot.com/ also reda the other post too for more up comeing partys and events

theres a lots of partys going on

2008-10-20T15:39:00.000-07:00

hi i yet found a neew botton and well evint that will be going on so here it is also read the other post there are a lot of good ones that are comeing up as i find them i post them so other may know whats going on out there. heres the link http://thenotsoblog.blogspot.com/

there's a party going on

2008-10-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

hi well theres a party going on so i had to say some thing and well if you like you can go and take a look at it and well dont for get to read all the other party post and going on's you may find your self haveing a good time . http://www.fromdatestodiapers.com/

there's a baby shower comeing up will you be there ?

2008-10-17T12:52:00.000-07:00

hi well there will be a baby shower for : sassy frazz hosted by : pamela kramer of : happy panda baby & pmku . if you like to find out more heres the link for that : http://happypandababy.com and for the party link http://sassyfrazz.blogspot.com

i have 2 newpost and i was thinking abt doing this and would like to know who love to also take part in it?

2008-10-15T09:53:00.000-07:00

hi well here are to more things going on frist one link is http://pigtailsandsanails.blogspot.com/ and the 2nd is http://cupidscharm.blogspot.com i wont be takeing part in it since well i dont make or sell any crafts but well i want to pas the info a long for other who do so thay can also take part in it. any how i was just thinking how abt a genealogy fest and well thats where well we all post are genealogy and well try and help each other out as to finding info and well see just how minny family ties we can put to getter just some thing i was thinking abt. and well last night i had got more info on my greenside of the family and well its stuff i have seen and well had the feeling that well them greens where my g-grand mas family but well every one keep teling me there could be no way but well last night i got a copie of my g-grand ma's death recard and found out some more info also was giveing the web site with all my green info as well. any how i think it would be kindof fun to doand thats have a genealogy fest. what do you all think of that? and well i have all kinds of family trees that well i know i'm kin to and well we all could just see how miny of the lines we can tie to getter . well just let me know what you think and well as to how to put it and geting it started.

when i was out and abt found some more likns to see for some partysand info

2008-10-14T15:28:00.000-07:00

hay here are some more i found that i think will be realy fun to go and take a look at so here thay are go over and get the info also look at the other post would not want any one to miss them if you got any ones i have not yet seen let me know so i can go and see them too. http://artsymama.blogspot.com/ http://bookroomreviews.wordpress.com/ http://theeepsinapod.blogspot.com/

found a party that will be come up

2008-10-13T17:50:00.000-07:00

hi there just me jenny well i found yet one more paret that will be comeing up soon so heres the link: http://www.leeloublogs.blogspot.com/ also dont for grt to look at the other post for more up comeing party's and some fun

found a new blog contest

2008-10-12T20:23:00.000-07:00

heres a new contest and blog for every one i hope you will like it http://followinginmyshoes.blogspot.com/ also go and see my other post as well i would not want you to miss any thing

found a new button to day and passing a long the info for it

2008-10-12T18:06:00.000-07:00

hi well i think this would be a kind of a neet one to go to on the 17th so here it is its at http://www.wearethatfamily.com

just got some well realy bad news"yes" but the good news is theres always some party or some thing going on lol

2008-10-11T15:05:00.000-07:00

hi well yes i got some bad news and thats well i'm haveing to move out of my home becuse well the lady that owns it haveing to forclose on this place so well i'm well haveing to find a new place here well soonany how well the good news is well i found some more partys so well heres the links http://3kidsnus.blogspot.com/ the partys to start the frist week in november . and http://parentreviewers.com/

found a new party comeing up

2008-10-09T16:45:00.000-07:00

hi well heres the new party comeing up and well dont forget the other ones that are here as well so heres the link to this one http://www.wearethatfamily.com

some more partys going on got to see

2008-10-09T04:46:00.000-07:00

ok well here are some more partys that are going on also see the 2 post befor this one for the other party as i find them i put them on here so keep your eyes open and hang on for the ride one never knows where i be or go with well all of this but hay i love to party and well what beter way to do it . not olny that but have we get to see and read new blogs and well every thing this is a lots of fun heres the likns http://afancifultwist.typead.com http://www.loveofbabyonline.com come one come all as thay say it.

for got party link see post be for this thanks :)

2008-10-08T15:49:00.000-07:00

ok heres the link http://www.melsownplace.blogspot.com

thers a party going on over here there and every where lol

2008-10-08T15:13:00.000-07:00

hi well this is a link to a party thats going to be going on and since i olny know how to do things this way i'm adding it here on my page

the olny way i know how to do it i realy hope it works if not you can al ways wright down the web address.

re to days still the 5th and i'm still me lol

2008-10-05T17:33:00.000-07:00

well to day was a good day i got to see all my childhood friend's that well are like family to day well i got to see some of them some of the girls that i well use to hang out with when i was younger where not there but thats okand well i got to see some of my best friends older sisters kids to me even thogh thay where there kids i well use to help babysist and take care of them so well there kind of like my kids to me as well and well most of them are all grown up and well have kids that are the same age as my kids and well i just think thats wild. and well i got to also see my other mom's my best friend mom as well as my bothers best friends mom to me are just like my mom 's too becuse well when my mom use to work long hr's on her job some times i would stay at my best friend house or down the st with my bothers best friends or at well some one else house that well we use to hang out with when we where kids and well yes some of my bother and mine's best friends bother and sisters just could not under stand at the time as to well why i was al ways over there house and well not at home but as thay got older thay started to see and know why and well now days thay too are just like my best friends and well it was just lots of fun to get to see them and well hang out with them for the day. its just too bad thay well my oldest could not have been there for that i did not bring a long my little one but well the way i see it is well it was a baby shower and well no kids for that men should be there unless thay have to be but well now days baby shower's are not just for woman thay are also for the guys too lol but in all i had fun and well some of the shower games i did play like well one was the name tag game and well every one had to go by a made up name that had to go with giveing brith and with bays and mom to be and well i went by egg and if any one said my real name thay well where out of the game and had to take off there name tag. and we also had to play one other game with the name tag to well come up with the right name mom to be had on her name tage and the one that was right got a prize i won that one and well the other one some one else won and we also had a nigless with dipper pins on it and well any time we said baby well some one would take a pin from us and the one who had the most got a prize too. and well it was realy fun to have got out for a bit to day .

happy oct 2nd 2008 wishing a happy b-day to cherokee

2008-10-02T12:14:00.000-07:00

well to days my cherokee's b-day and well i realy hope shes haveing a nice b-day here some place in wisconsin (if your wanting to know more well you have to go back to my frist post) any how yester day was her bigsister's b-day and well jess is at the age to do what she wants with out haveing any one tell her what to do(so she thinks)lol any how well i just wanted to realy wish my cherokee squia rose a verry happy birth day . on the other hand well has any one tryed the new bounce awakenings yet? i just got my sample here in the mail to day the sample is renew -refresh and it dose smell to it and well i be trying it out this week end when i go and do the wash at my mom's house in her new washer (well kind of new) she got it at the habatat store here in are town its kind of like a 2nd hand store but well its olny open up to every one 3 days aweek and well you can get all kinds of thengs there like dressers and washer's and dryers and stuff to well fix up your home with and the other day when it was open she went and got me a dresser for my little girls room and well it may be old but well its still nice its a dresser from the 1930's or may be 1940's it has wooding weeals on it so that kind of gives a way its age and its in art deco stayel. and it go's to show as to well what neice things you can find in places like that. and as you can kind of see from the photo it's well nice

happy oct 1st 2008

2008-10-01T17:12:00.000-07:00

well to day is oct 1st and well my oldest is now 18teen and well let me see what did i do to day well i had went out with my little one we went out to the pumpkin farm and well it was her frist time going out to one and well i know she had a good time but well she just did not know what to make of all the pumpkins and gords for that the indian corn she tryed to eat every thing we showed her and she also tryed to play ball with a pumpkin and well she also had a fun time danceing and rocking out to the music that was being played at the pumpkin farm heres well some of the photos i had goting to day of her and every thing and well i'm going to try and get back out to the pumpkin farm here some time again befor fall is over so i can get some more photos of my little one . also see abt doing some apple picking too so i can make some candy apples thats one of the things i love in the fall also carving pumpkins and well just being out walking a round looking at every thing and well have fun in the fall and well seeing my little one in joying her self with well every thing realy makes me happy.

new foot note to my genealogy

2008-09-30T19:01:00.000-07:00

well i did find my clidie bowen and well in 1911 she also had died of some kind of poisoning and well she was married to a case? or could nellie been married to a case befor my g-grand pa??? in any case well i'm realy hoping i find out more on well my family 's

can some one please tell me what my real last name is ? lol

2008-09-29T18:47:00.000-07:00

well last night i was doing some more genealogy work on my family tree line and well i found out some more info and well i kind of wish i could still figer out some of the missing keys to my tree line as for well my g-grand pas parents any way this is what i found : in the 1900 sinces i found my g-grand pa as to his family info at that time i reads john b. bowen home in 1900 : justice precinct 2 harris, texas age 29 born jul 1870 tx race white ethnicity:american farther and mother brith place tx (but what i was told was john was born in tenn) he (john married my g-grand mother:nellie in 1894 in tx she was 18 years old in 1900 she was born in aug 1881 maine? her parents where also said to have been born in maine (bute sill dont know on that) the children at the time who where liveing where clydie bowen age 4 born in 1895 tx ? minnie bowen age 1 born in 1899 the 3rd child was: wesley bowen he was 2 years old when he passed a way he was born in jun 1897 there was al so a james mc fee (aka james bowen) age 87 born may 1813 texas his parents came from maine it reads that he was just a friend liveing with them . residence justice precincts 1-2(all west of gulf, colorado & santa fe r.r. outside huston city)harris ,tx then in 1910 we have them liveing in mclennan co,tx in a little town out of waco,tx and this is what info i got on the sinces john bowen 39, nellie 28 ,clydie 14 ,minnie 10, johnnie 7, gordon 3, van berl (i know him as jole van)1 born 8/12/1909 ,leroy bowen (my grand pa) born 2/12/1910 tx but wait theres more (lol) some time in 1910 or maybe 1911 john (my g-grand pa was killed he died from some kind of poison i found this info in mclennan co,texas in some funearl home doc's that where on there genealogy site . also some time after that my g-grand mother married a arnold mack gibbs and had chliden by him as well and thay where said to have lived in waco tx but in the 1920 secins i found my nellie liveing in eastland ,tx and also found my grand pa under the last name of gibbs a long with some others at that time he would have olny been 10 years of age . any how what i know abt my family is that some of them did work for the r.r. and that at one time well not on my grand pa's side of the family but on my grand motherside of the family her grand pa john dewberry had owned a lot of land and to day where the city of housten sits is said to have been part of the land he had own and well i also had found out that my nellie and my grand mothers mother where 3rd cousents ove on the jones side of the family (any how things are what thay are) and well any time i go in to work on the family tree as to the family names i know of so far i some how keep runing in to the same kin i have a bowen a gibbs and some other family name's that i know i'm realated to sticking out at me every time i try to work on any of my family tree lines (some time i have to post all the family tree lines so that others can see them to help out as to the missing keys) in any way working on a family tree can be lots of fun and well in a way your also learning abt history too there are a lot of cool things as to famus history found as well. but any how i did also look at the 1880 secnes and and here is what i found as to john bowen : (as to could any of them be my g-grand pa ? just maybe thay could be but i just dont know) but here thay are john bowen son of henry & addie bowen born abt 1879 tx , john bowen son of : j.j. & amanda j. bowen abt 1880(now could that be a worng brith year?) john so of mary bowen born abt 1856, john d. bowen son of; thomas & lovaun bowen abt. 1868 tx (could this be him?) john m. bowen the bother of martin bowen of east land ,tx born 1868. or john w. bowen son of john &lethe born abt 1876 tx? well thats what i have came up with so far and then well theres my dads and bothers and sisters info to but then on one of them we have the name for my grand pa lested as francis leroy bowen so go figer whats going on here as to the family and well whats my name ??? Lol . any how heres a like to some genealogy sites http://www.youngsanders.org (by the way the name sanders /saunders i'm kin to them as well some where in the mixof it all) http://www.olivetreegenealogy.com well i'm going back to looking up more info and as well as history what i'm looking up beside my family history is info on orphanage's and poor frams and poor house and asylums just well to have some thing to read also see what missin keys of the family tree are there as well.

heres some of my genealogy as to work i did on just one of my family trees

2008-09-19T20:41:00.000-07:00

here's some thing i relay in joy doing and well and that's genealogy and well i would love to show my family tree file to every one but the olny way i can even do that is by sending every one to well my old group page here on line so if you would like to see that here's the like for it it's free to join the group and well since i no longer have control on who go's in or out of it well theres no telling who's all there so be careful any how here's the link http://tech.groups.yahoo.com/group/jennys_worldof_ghost/ i hope i did that right but well that's where my genealogy file was on well one of the first family's here in America . and well here are also some more link's to some genealogy sites http://www.rootsweb.com and http://www.genealogy.com http://www.usgenweb.com http://www.usgenweb.net and well why would i want to blog abt this well who knows some one just may have one of my miny missing keys in there family tree as well and well i'm always working on the tree and looking for that missing kin to me family tree. not olny that but i'm always willing to help out with this kind of stuff as well.

tyring to find my self some free time (lol)

2008-09-17T21:20:00.000-07:00

well once again i find my self trying to find some free time away from every thing and well it not really happening but well when that happens well i have to put my self in a makebelive that i'm in my own free time so that i'm not well up in the air abt. every thing that's going on and happening a round me. for the last 3 days my little one been sick so i have been up 24/7 now seeing to it she's OK and well then its the house work and well that's some thing that's got to be done every day and well theres still a lot of UN packing to do as well and seeing to it that well the shopping and every thing else gets done and well its a good thing that well my little ones grand parents did not come over to night for dinner but well my kids dad is relay thing on asking them over for dinner so if that happens well i have to relay put on that Mrs.clean look and well and act like there son is Mr clean and well that we all live in the Ajax house on the hill next to the titty bowl man. (i wish it was so but its not ) i live in the real world so well any one who relay knows things take time to work on so well i better get back to doing my cleaning its not the best but then again no ones perfect we all do the best that we can and that's all we can do. ok i'm done heaving my fit now (LOL)

ok if that link dont work try this

2008-09-15T01:04:00.000-07:00

hi just me if that link dont work try it this way www.spiderbites.nytimes.com

realy cool web page i found got to see if your in to genealogy or even history

2008-09-15T00:54:00.000-07:00

i found this web page when i was looking for info on jay-eye-see the race horse (who's story i find to be pretty neet aswell) any how here it go's http://www.spiderbites.nytimes.com thay have in there artices from way back when some of the neets storys thay go from 1851 on up to 2008 some of them are free pages other you have to pay for but theres a list there it a got to see

being wakeing up 3 in the moring

2008-09-11T01:45:00.000-07:00

well its nothing like being wakening up at 3:00 am not so much by the little one but by house guess yep my friend who's stay over here wakes me and my little ones dad up and said that see seen some one out her window thoghing rock's at the window then said seen some one out in the parking lot well i got up and i did not see or even hear any thing but well i called the cop's just in case since well when the own of this place go's home for the night its up to me to see to it that no one brakes in and that nothing is going on in the parking lot. on Monday the owner informed us to start keeping are eyes and ears open as to whats going on a round here because well there has been a lot of other places here in the neighborhood getting broking in to i told the owner we would do so and well since i have control on the lite's in the parking lot and i pay the bill for the lites that are being used most of the time i keep them off . any how the cops did come out and take a look a round and well that did find a homeless guy sleeping out side on the side of the place back where the house next store and this place meet at and well thay said that thay where going to give him a ride to the homeless place that's up the st from my home you see where i stay at well at one time be for the new owner had got this place it had been a funeral home and the other home next store was also owned by the old owners as well as the other home that 's next to that and well any how so well now just 1 more thing to go and see to and that's well no ones out in the back sleeping in a way its kind of funny but not since well now days you just never know and well for the most part its well peace full a round here and well this thing abt the homeless well i to can understand that well thay too need a place to stay and well there is all kinds of places thay can go but well why here was the guy that dumb to think know one would know he was back there? did he not think that this place was also some ones home?? any how that's done now and well as long as i'm here that will not be happing again i will see to that so as soon as one of the Lady's come in to the office to day i let them know so thay can let the owner know so she as well as us can figer out what to do with that part out side.

ok some thing else i just have to blog abt got to see this

2008-09-10T05:52:00.000-07:00

ok one of my other fav place's here on line to do more eye shoping at is : http://www.annegeddes.com she has the most cute's dolls and things i also just love her artwork if you have not gone over to her site go and see it i think you will love it as much as i do

just bloging abt one of the other places here and line i love to eye shop at

2008-09-09T18:00:00.000-07:00

here on line well i like to eye shop for me eye shopping is just like doing a lot of window shopping any how well here's the place http://www.gooseberrypatch.com and well what do i like in there online web store? well here we go i relay like all them neet things thay have for the kicthen and well thay also have the cutes bubble night lights and well relay sweet bears and cool things for the kids too . and well stuff that well would relay take you back to being in grand ma's house for the weekend. any how thay have a lot of relay neet stuff.

digging a round in the grown on asylum ave (aka taylor ave) in racine LOL see what i found

2008-09-07T16:11:00.000-07:00

well as i was out just walking back from the store i found a old ink bottle well part of one that well was uncover when thay where working on the road (thay still are but well there almost done with it) any how as to how long it had been there? but well who to say walk all by it dont know but well i was the one who found it its a old wisconsin stonewear from around the 1800's also i had found some other pices of pre war glass and a old pice of granted that i take it must have came from a oldfire place mantell and some realy old pices of cloe and well it was just a lot of fun finding all them things as to where i found them was not to far a way from my home in fact right out in fount of it and well my home as to what it had been for now most of the town knows that well it use to be a funearl home from 1928 up untell 2003 (i think) and well befor that it was some ones home one of the owners of this place befor it had been a funearl home was a edward b adams i also found some info on him and so did one of are town historen's for me and well he lived here with a boyd r. adams and clarence i take them to be his son's (still trying to find out more on them and well every one else that was here befor meLOL that well stay may be here for all i know but i can tell you this place has got ghost and its ok by me) any how the adams family thay had a manerfactey where thay made bolster springs ? as to what thay are i dont know but i love to find out. any how how my st got its name was from the taylor family and from the home thay ran for children who well had no familys . back in the 1800's up untell? any way that place is well just down the st. from my home but befor the st had been knowed as that it was knowed as the wilmot plank road. and well theres just all kinds of neet things abt racine wi to find out more just read my blog's or do a search here on line.

some thing else i found to blog abt . old abe

2008-09-06T02:03:00.000-07:00

well you may ask your self who old abe is and why would i want to blog abt him well that's a good one (lol) but well how i found out abt. him was not from no history book in school but well from taken a trip so Minny years a go to Vicksburg's Mississippi that's how i found out abt old abe the war eagle. and well whats his story well he was a eagle who was from Wisconsin who had been taking from a nest when he was only 4 mo's old (i think i got that part right ) tared to a farmer for some of his corn . the Farmer then gave him to 8th Calvary old abe was used for a mascot by them in the cleverly war and well he was in the Battle that was at Vicksburg and thay have a big monument of him in the cemetery any way old abe died of old age. and well he was also used as the logo for case co. and well that company is also here in my town and has been for Minny years but well back to old abe i find his story abt him to be relay neet.

i just got my fair indigo cat to day :)

2008-09-05T22:47:00.000-07:00

wow i just got my catalog to day and well i just had to blog abt the things i like in this cat as well as at there store here on line frist off there web page is http://www.fairndigo.com/ there located here in wi and well ok now for the things i like in the cat and at there site

. frist off a set of ear rings i seen them at there site and well i just had to show them i think there kind of cute

what got my eye on them well the black stones . the pair to the left of them are called snowdrop earringsthay are real nice i think and thay have a lot of other jewelry that well i like to thats realy nice and well i also like this bag i think its just so cool its called hand knit sweater bag and then well thay got one of the most cute's things i have ever seen for a baby the name for it is joobles and well i have icy the penguin showed here but well thay also have a :giraffe, dog , bear,cow,bunny,bee,cat,and mounky and well i just think thay are realy sweet thay also have just so much nice things any way i had to blog abt my new catalog and well some of the things i like in it

to day is the last day of the blog trip so whats there to do a round here?

2008-09-05T09:49:00.000-07:00

well to days the last day for the blog trip or is it (lol) as for whats there to do a round here a lot just well take a look at all the post and well for more info you can always do a search and learn more abt. racine wi. as for me to day well i'm going to be bloging most of the day last night i found well one of my fav movie clips in both new and old and that was willy wonka and the chocolate factory the best part of that movie as to the old one well the oompa loompas and there song and well what i like abt the new movie of it? well i still love the oompa loompas and the music but as to what movie i like best the old or new?? i that thay both where good . and well my oldest boy his name is darrel and well this was one of his fav movies as well and when he was little he told his oldest sister to well leason to what the oompa loompas where saying becuse well thay had a message that thay where trying to tell and well when he said that to his sister i asked him what the message was and he told me it was to leason and to behave and mind what you where told to do. and well i think he got that kind of right he told me and his sister this when he was olny 5 years old . and well my other son jerrell when he was abt 5 he to had seen the movie and well his comment on it was that oompa loompas where scarry and that thay scarred kids and that he wanted to be a oompa loompa to that i had to (lol) as for my other kids there fav movie was wizzerd of oz (that by the way is also one of my fav's too) and well on that movie i ask my kids what thay liked the most abt the movie and well some of the things i got out of them where well my oldest jess well she liked the every thing abt it. but well my olest boy darrell hejust liked the tin man and the lion and scarcrow and the fyling monkeys and that in this movie as well was sending a message (and well i have to sayyes it was sending a message aand well every movie well i did see with my son he was always right to well the message's that where being told when he frist said this i had to think abt it but well now i can realy see he was right on that facter) as for my other kids well thay also like the whole movie. as well like there older sister. and well looking back on that for me it realy makes me wished i realy did know if thay where ok or not and well wished that thay could be here with me and there little sister who well just turn 18 mo's and well her fav thing now is turning off and on the tv olny when her dad is home and well when her fav shows are not on the t.v. but when her shows are on the tv boy let me tell you she has got to see them all so to fix that so well others can also see what thay want well she to has got her verry own t.v. (and i know some parents wold not think this is right and thats for a 18mo old to well have there own t.v. and to see what ever thay want but well hay if it works to help the kid from messing with the mean tv in the liveing room/family room then i say go for it have a t.v. in every room of your home that way well every one can be happy thay can see what thay want to see. and well at frist i was not ok with this but well now i'm) well ok got to run be back l;ater to post some more

rain on a roof top any one care to go for a swimg ? (lol)

2008-09-04T11:04:00.000-07:00

well it's raining here in racine wi to day and as you can see the roof top at my place is almost full of water and well it looks kind of like a pool (lol) and well there also been working on the road out side for some time and when it gets done it will be a realy nice st. as for shoping here in racine well we do have a nice mall and lots of stores and even 2nd hand stores and auntiqe stores too and well we also don't live to farr a way from the big city's like milwakee, and shy town the windy city as i call it and we also not to farr away from the gunne mall and 6 flags grate america so in all i guess you can say its not to bad of a place to be but i still wish i was in muncie, in thats also a realy nice town too. thay have some neet things down there as well may be on my next post i show you some of that town. now back to my town as to some more grate places to get some thing to eat well we have rosie's on taylor its just a little place but thay make some good food too and theres drangos on washaton av thay realy make some good food. if i think of any thing else i be back to post it . as for me to day i think i do some more work on my genealogy stuff yes thats one more thing i love to do here on line. who knows maybe some day i will blog abt that as well

oh al most for got one of the places i love to eat every one that comes to my town has to go and well get a hambugger

2008-09-03T20:28:00.000-07:00

now when you come here to my town this is like a must its after all a city landmark and you can get some realy good food

ok now i can show you some please here in my city

2008-09-03T20:15:00.000-07:00

ok heres my city and well sorry abt the wait on this but i had a heard time puting in my web page the right way (lol) and well this is olny some of the things here in racine most of the cool things happen and go on in the summer mo's here but thers a lot to do .

this is abt where i'm from for the blog trip

2008-09-01T11:13:00.000-07:00

hi well since i'm also on the blog trip i think i could tell you a little abt my home town well i live in racine, wi and well what do we have here in my home town as to do or see? well we have a zoo and well theres johnson wax i think thay do give out truers to the place and well we have a lot of festabiels in the summer and we also have a museum and well one of the things that well my town famus for as to history is well some time in the 1930's jon dillanger robed a bank here and well theres a lot of just neet stuff here in the city of racine .

to day i made my own baby lags

2008-08-30T15:49:00.000-07:00

well to day i made my little one a pair of baby lags out of a pair of girl neehigh socks size 9 to 11 and in all thay where verry easy to make all i had to do is cut the feet off of them (lol) and well the socks well thay olny cost me 1.00 buck a a doller store so well if you mom's are looking for a way to save some money and well what the hipest fashions heres a way to do so .

who want's to ride the crazy train for free with me ?lol

2008-08-07T09:29:00.000-07:00

well i have now been back here in wi now for a mo and well things are crazyer then the way i left them . my oldest is going to be 18 in 2 mo's and well for what ever reason and this been this way for some time now when i do try and get a hold of her well she dose not want to talk to me and well thats ok but well when i went to court here the other day thay tryed to make it look like i was not doing what i was to be doing and every thing and well i was told some time back that well if my oldest did not want to do what where to do thats been orderd to do by the courts as a family then well there was no reason why i sould be there as to seeing a thereapist that well me and her where to see togetter so i left it at that . any way now i'm haveing to well wait to see what to happens next but well things are just crazy all a round me and well i'm just doing my best to keep cool and well i'm now kind of happy becuase well my milk caps at the store for holemilk are once agian red no more haveing to look for green caps (lol) down in muncie the milk caps where green and red not red and blue and well there red ones where 2% and wellgeting use to as well as things a rond you that well your use to at times is realy heard but onece you do get useto something trying to get back to what you do know you find that its all new to you all over again also. but on the other hand i realy do thank good for all my blessing that i do have now as well as some of the things i had then as well and well i realy wish that well i could know as to how all the rest of my kids are doing and well what thay think and well whats going on with them . as for my olest well shes truned her back not olny on me but on her dad as well and well years a go i well walk away from him (oldest ones dad )becuse well where i was in life at that time was not wanting to go down that same road why well his way of life its not for any one and well my road may not be the best but its a lot better then his and well my olest i think in ways is a lot like me but she dose not evensee it yet and well every one tells me give it time she will come a round so wll thhats all i can do on all of it .

going back to wioh boy what a joy

2008-07-01T21:01:00.000-07:00

well i'm going back to wi not realy happy abt that why becuse some thing tells me when i get back there thay will start again with me who? dont know but its pretty bad when you cant even go home to see or even be with your family all be cuse of some who think thay have a right to contull your life and tell you what you cant and can do for that when well for what ever reason thay just have a porblum with you for what ever reason and well thay try to do what ever thay can to you . but well i cant run and hide for ever this time i realy hope things will be ok